Goodness gracious! Life has been non-stop for the past week and a half and it's finally starting to slow down. The hubs and I had 7 Christmases in 4 days. It was a little insane but wonderful to have so much family time.
On to the real business now....
We got hubby's analysis results in last Monday...They were AMAZING! A bunch of good looking little swimmers. I feel like I should be way happier about this than I am. I hate not knowing what's wrong.
I had an appointment with my RE this morning to discuss what our next step is. He said we could do a dye test to see if my tubes are blocked, then if they are move on to surgery. But then also if they're not he'd still suggest the surgery to see if it could be endometriosis. We talked about it and I opted to just have the surgery so he can check for blockages and endometriosis all at once. Hubs completely agrees with me to just get it all done and get things figured out as soon as possible. So now we'll just have to wait until the end of January or Febuary for it to be the right time in my cycle.
My anxiety is at an all time high with surgery in the cards now. I used to take medicine for OCD and anxiety until I learned to control it on my own. My sweet chihuahua can tell I'm worked up today because ever since I got home he has just layed in my lap and tried to lick my tears anytime I started crying. He always tries to make me better... I don't know what I'd do without my lil Boo :)
I know this was super ramblely....my mind is all over the place today. Maybe I'll be more normal tomorrow. On a high note, the hubby's friend that had been staying with us since he got out of the Navy moved out this past weekend so I finally have my office back and will hopefully be blogging more often! Yay!
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